Doubts & Fears.

A light to see.
A heart to embrace.
There is no envy
when love is what you chase.

Well, doubts, they're flooding my head,
as the nightmares rest in my bed.
I was just looking forward to a smile;
but, perhaps, I may have to wait a while.

Tons of fear, cups of hope,
and lots of rage, which I have to cope.
Sometimes I see too much love around me...
can't help it but think "this is what I want to be".

Is it easy enough?
Or is it tough?
I'll never know if I never try.
I should hush myself, stop wonder why.

Sea is asking, what should I answer?
I know I've said "life's something I can't bear"...
but, that doesn't mean I don't care.
I'll shut, now that I understand: there's things I need to learn.